im sory once again :')

8 april 2011

hmm.. ap aq daa buad? sala aq ke? kay. beberape jam yg lpz, bwu pas gado nan dea sal bnde small matter? WTF ! kay, mcm nh. aq saje jea. aq mmg suke men syko nan dea. aq saje je ckp mcm mcm. aq buad coz, aq nk dea sdar 1 thing. jgn cpt sala kn dri cndiri, dea siket pun x nmpk sala aq. aq cube nk btol kn dea. n aq trpkse ckp yg mnyakitkn aty dea. aq trpkse. bkn aq sngaje nk ckp mcm uh. 6 bln maa. aq byk nlaja psl dea. byk aq prhatikn. x prlu laa aq bgtao. biaa aq sorang je taw. aq taw dea tga saket. tga brcdeh, hambar, kcewa. im sory mama ! im not mean to do tht to u. kay? td aq daa cter sumenye dgn dea. aq trpkse cter. aq xnk dea sala phm. bkn niat aq nk mngatakn yg dea x syg aq lg daa. aq taw dea syg aq sgt sgt, i know it. dea daa tnjuk kan tu sume. dr luar, dlaman. aq taw mcm mne dea syg kn aq. aq maafkn kn kaw. kaw xd buad sala yg besa pun trhadap aq. aq jea sllu buad mcm uh. cume kaw yg x perasan. knape ea dea xnmpk sala aq? x phm btol laa. nk gak ke aq men syko? xnk. amat laa memerit kan aq tu sume. aq xnk ! kay. now syg, u know everthing rite? u learn something new rite? i hope so. money cant buy happiness. date skrg sume jd. esk papa tman mama g ioi kay? kter tgk wyang. kte dua je kay. spend time brcme cme. da laa. aq mmg suke mcm nh. xp xp, nk amek balek ayt ain. tgk laa. cair pnye dea. hahaha ! k laa chaw !

bez !

17 mac 2011, 8:42

bez, ary g date nan ain. huu. bez je bile daa brbaek. haha. snang hati aq. td g ioi nandea, syiqah,faraa,fyra,fifi,nini. cpe ag ea? x igt. p, mmg bez ! g tgk cite, hikayat merong mahawangsa. pehh ! gmpak beb cite dea. daa mcm cite 300 ! cite org melayu daa mcm cite org puteh. bule laa. gafik sume okey. berbaloi gak g tgk. adoy ! td dlm wyang sjok kod. lupe nk bwk sweater. sjok gile. ain x abiz abiz plok aq. sjok pnye psl. hehe. huh ! pnad ! cmne laa ain kn. mzti dea lg pnad dr aq. pg hoki, ptg date, mlm buad hw. yg aq nh? relex je. cm laa xd homework. pdahal blambak ! hehe. mlz x abiz abiz. ap nk jd. pape je laa. aq mmg pnad. haha. ain ary ny x leh mara aq. keje aq buad dea gelak jea. yelaa, aq xnk bg dea tensyen. dea daa byk tnggung beban. bpe byk la beban yg dea nk tnggung? muda lg tok tu sume. lum cmpay msenye ag. dea akn trgelak bile aq ckp ' comel sgt ' time dea tga majux or nk mara. aq ckp mcm uh, mzt dea gelak. aby aby. have a wonderful day today wit u. tp, cok dea nk balek kmpung. alaa. nant tggl laa aq kad sni tnpe dea. heee.. x suke x suke ! aq brjaohan nan dea ! tamao. wndu x jmpe shari. ouhh. jp jp. dpt text dari syg aq. yeah ! dea x balek ! hehe. sukenye aq. hahha. bez bez. bla bla. happy. tgk, daa jd x btol. ap daa. gile ke ap aq nh? aq mmg gile gile skit orgnye ! g la tnye cpe cpe knal aq? cpe x knal amir hamzah kn? haha. rmay yg knl. (cite nk letup aje) ILYSM AIN. daa laa, pnad mao type. -,- see yaa again.

miss her so much !

13 mac 2011, 3:15
mm.. wudu aq kad ain. xtao laa asl wundu sgt. cm x pena jmpe. plikkn? kuad btol cnte aq trhadap ain. wow ! aq cndiri x pena ase cnte cm nh.  aboud she? byk ttg dea aq knal. cre dea. nkal dea. jhad dea. ain? cpe x knal dag perangai mnje dea uh? nmpk cm bdak bak. klakar pun ad. n when she mad? oh god. dunia aq nh bule kiamat tao? grang cm singa. aq pun takod tgk. tp, ain nh ad satu keistimewaan. aq suke ! mate dea ! lawa kod. mcm ne tah dpt mate cm uh. jeles meyh tgk -, hehe.. bile daakne chaye matahari, pehh. x igt. brsinar sinar. lawa sgt sgt. aq suke tatap wajah dea. satu lg, ain x brany lwn mate an aq. dea mzt kala. kalo mnang uh nseb jea. lg psl dea. mmm.. hah ! ain nh sgt laa pnyayang orgnye. mmg pnyayang. dea phm aq. n ain nh sgt laa baek aty orgnye. org minx topup mcm uh jea dea bg. pehh.. kdg kdg aq mara gak coz dea baek sgt nan org. yela, org zaman skrg? bese laa. mnbe pun tikam dari blakang? ap cer. n aq xnk ain kne, coz aq daa pena kne. so aq xnk bnde uh trjd kad dea. ain ain. u make become crazy ! u know tht ?






  IM SO CRAZY WIT AIN? AIN, AIN, AIN ! MERANGKAP BINI AQ? CEHH.. HAHA. HRP HRP LAA KN. SYG, ARY ISNIN T KTE SPEND TIME EA. kte cite sgale sgalenye.

  I LUV MY FREN! I LUV U SYG ! I LUV MY FAMILY ! MMMMMMMMMMUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHCX!

sory !

13 mac 2011, 3:11 am
im so sory stg. coz x dpt nk spend time dgn aby. sory kte x leh gayut pg yg indaa nh. mayb aby kcewa kn? i know u was hope 4 it. p, abg yg sia sia kn. i so sory 4 tht. bkn sngaje nk buad tu sume. i wan to spend my whole entire life wit u. i wan 4 it. kte daa psang angan2 kn syg? bsar angan2 kte. mao ddok uma ats bukit? kte buad tggi mne aby nk.  p, jgn tggi sgt. nant aby gayat lak. aby kn takod tggi. hehe. x pun kte buad uma bsar2. nant leh ddok rmay2. kte ddok nan family. eh, x leh x leh. nant ilang privacy kte. no no. it cannot happen. aby ! jgn laa msok asrama, nant tggl abg sorang sorang kad sni. cian abg tao. ddok melanguk ddok kad sni tggu aby balek. tp, if kalo daa aby nk gak? abg x kesa. tu mse dpn aby. dont be like me. u hv a gud future. juz go ahead, abg x halang. gogogo ! i'll suport u. as long u love me. never forget me. u hv promise to me rite? i hope u remember. huuu.. aq mule laa pnad type. ilysm ain !

wow !

ary nh mmbe aq daa balek ! beznye! nme die noah. syed noah. mayb korang knal. dea mmg gile. chill. p, kuad blue ! cm sial. p, bez gak ar kwn nan dea. seronok kodd dpt mnbe cm dea. ary nh aq enjoy abiz abiz nan dea. x igt. jd gile aq d buadnye. p. buhsan. ain xd. aq x text dea.. boringnye idop aq tnpe dea. mcmne laa kalo dea msok asrama t kn. jd gile aq kad uma n skula. huu.. :( x bez tol laa.

aboud she -,

mm. i know tht i was wrong. selfish. x pena nk pk ap perassan dea. aq x brniat pun nk buad dea cm uh. p, tu sume trjd d sbbkn aty aq x leh trime ap yg dea ckp kn. cmlm aq ego. aq ckp aq xk jmpe dea. p, sbnrnye aq x leh buad tu sume. aq bagaikn org gile. tiap tiap min aq pk kn ap aq baud kn nh btol ke x. tp, aq ttp dgn ego. n tengahari uh aq dpt dea nk jmpe adk. so, aq amek peluang nh tok brjmpe dgn dea, walaopun tga saket. aq buang ego uh. aq dpt brjmpe dae kad fc. gmbira x trkate. aq ingin plok dea d cto gak, p tu tmpat awam. n adk aq ad. xkn aq nk buad tu sume. aq ddok brcme brcme. p, x brckp. aq lyn perassan aq cndiri. kdg kdg aq brtentang mate nan dea. titibe aq trdga dea ckp psl asrama? dea nk msok asram balek? aq pun nk msok asrama thn dpn. aq mule tarek muka nan dea. aq x ksi dea msok baelek asrama. bia la aq sorang je msok. aq ingin kn perubahan dlm idop aq. tht why aq pilih asrama. then dea nk peg hoki, dea akn salam aq bile dea nk peg mnemne. dea ciom tgn aq, p aq x ciom pun tgn dea. nk je aq pnggel dea balek. p, aq ttp ego. bia kn dea. aq tao, mzti brase hambar n kcewa. xp. time dea daa abiz hoki, dea text aq tnye nk jmpe ke x? q ckp nk jmpe 4 wht? ap dea nk buad kalo aq jmpe dea? aq tao dea cmne. so, aq x peg jmpe dea. p, aq peg fc. n nmpk dea. aq pun ddok sorang2 n lyn persaan. then dea ddok d tmpt len. time uh aq ase sgt laa bengang. aq cmpan mara uh. then dea bla, aq pun bla. aq cube tok cri dea.p, x jmpe. xp. aq akn cri dea cmpay dpt.. p ttp x jmpe. so aq text dea tnye kad mne? dea x rep. lg laa brtmba bengang. aq nk jmpe dea coz aq nk ciom tgn dea n plok dea. aq x dpt nafikn wndu aq trhdap dea. n aq balek dgn perasaan dgn penuh 1000 kcewa, hambar. sumenye ad. x pena aq ase mcm uh skaly. begtu mnyakitkn. terase sgt sgt. ten aq mule kaji balek ap aq tela buad pdenye? then aq mule trfikir yg aq nh x pena nk phm dea. n suke cri dea. then aq tnyekn sal nh ad kh btol atw tdk? then jwb tu sume ad laa btol. wow! ohh god! npe aq pena sedar akn  sume itu? npe dea x tego aq ?sal uh? aq plik npe? mngkn cbb dea x pena luahkn ap yg dea ase. dea pndam sorang2. dlo aq pun mcm uh. p, dea suwo luahkn msala aq kad dea. so, aq luahkn ap aq ase. mara,sdeh,gmbira aq sume luah kad dea. tp npe dea x luah kan tu sume kad aq? why? aq phm? npe? xp laa. dan pas nh aq akn cube prbaiki diri aq. jd yg trbaek dlm idop dea. aq xnk hbgn nh hncur mcm uh saje. aq syg dea sgt. 1 family aq daa suke kn dea. ibu pun daa bule trime dea. soo, aq xnk tggl kn dea. dea tao cmne aq syg kn dea. ilyusm syg!

14/2 HARI YG AQ BENCI!

emm. ary aq daa ilang insan yg istimewa bg ku.. dea pegi mninggalkn aq! mngkn ny sala aq. cbb trlalu ikodkn perasaan. bie im sory. aq x minx ny sume brlaku. lme ke kau tgglkn aq?? ko tao kn aq akn merane tnpe kau.. aq tao ko daa buad sala, aq pun x dpt trime sala kau.. bkn skaly kau buad hal.. daa byk kaly.. tp, xp aq still give n take nan kau.. aq ingin kau sllu.. i cannot 4get when we are in happiness, tht is the sweeties moment to me.. u are everything to me.. u knew it. i want u always in my life
please come back. ily so much.. xp laa.. bie pg laa cri ketenangan dri, cri jln pnyelesaian.. aq akn tggu cmpay dkau kembali.. im will wait 4 it..